Day in and day out, life comes and goes. In the grand scheme of it all, we sometimes get caught up and forget about God. Now before I continue, I know some of you may believe in God, Buddha, or the purple dinosaur in the sky, and I respect that. All I ask is that you respect my beliefs too.
You see, I tend to have this bad habit of getting really into an activity or really excited about a milestone that might happen in life and I focus on that and get caught up in it. Then if it does not happen, I get let down. It's my own fault and it is something I am working on. It is then when I get that crappy feeling in your stomach from feeling let down, then after I pick myself up (whether it is through double stuff oreos, wine, or prayer, but seriously, double stuff oreos man) I remember that it is not about me or the event. It's all about Him. I then center myself and have a serious talk with God and he likes to tell me "I told you so" in his nice way and remind me that I need to let him take the wheel.
I recently got reminded of that this past week. I am still recovering, but I am doing much better after having my "talk" with God, husband and close friends. As much as this road is going to be a road of ups and downs, I know that as long as I leave it up to "Him" it's going to be an amazing result at the end.
It's hard to let Him take the wheel when we want what we want. I've been struggling with that big time! Miss you bunches and am so happy for you :-)
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